Anonymous asked: I think I'm suffering depression. I haven't gone to my classes the past few days, I haven't cleaned, I haven't hardly tried to catch up on my homework. I seriously considered dropping out of college completely, but I know if I do that I'll end up regretting it. I've attempted to go to a councilor but end up either changing my mind or just ripping up the paperwork. There are days I know I need to talk to someone and there are days where I think, "Nah, I'm probably over reacting. It's just phase."

I just feel like a failure at everything I do. I don't have good grades, I don't have a job, I don't have a nice car, I don't even have a boyfriend. The last one bothers me. I'm 21-years-old, I get told I'm pretty and all that, but it bothers me that I've never had a boyfriend. I have one friend who goes through boys like she does her shirts, another who's only been with ONE boy since she was 13-years-old, and another who's only had 2 boys she's actually been in a relationship with. I just don't understand why I don't even have one. Just my whole life I've told myself, "You don't need a man to be happy".

And I pretty much fail at being a daughter. I'm pretty much fucked in the parents department, both my parents are selfish, stupid, and just don't give two fucks. Seriously. They got a divorce a few years ago and have pretty much left my sister and I for boys. My mom has a friend with a grandson who she pampers and spends more time with then she does us. My dad got married to a woman whose son he said was "like the son he never had".

When will things get better?